I know I haven't put up anything lately and I'm sorry for that. This is just something short I want to put out cause I'm quite annoyed, upset, stressed and a bit cranky due to some stuff.
I get a lot of stress and today was the worst.
1. I'm clarinet section leader for my school and we were supposed to have practice today but yesterday last minute, it wasn't necessary for my section so I had to rush and tell all of my juniors.
2. I was sick the whole of the past week and have a crap ton of homework.
3. My friend left early on Thursday and asked me for her homework and I forgot so I had to rush and brain-wreck myself to remember the homework.
4. My dad's still ordering me around everyday since I was 5-6.
5. My brother bugged me for the dog and fought with me.
6. My father forced me to help my brother with his homework.
7. He yelled at my brother and this led to him not saying anything.
8. I didn't know what to do so I thought design him a poster.
9. Father comes and asks me what I'm doing and tells me I just have to find a poster and bugs me on what I was doing so I tell him I don't wanna speak and delete the design.
10. He yells at me, thinking I'm giving him face and this makes me cry and walk off.
11. Now he's enjoying life as he watches some TV show about little girls and their mothers dancing.
I just want to punch him in the face/balls, dig a deep hole and hide in it OR jump off a cliff. It's just so frustrating and nerve-wrecking that I feel like locking myself in my room and never come out. Anyway, there are a LOT of movie reviews to come but today, I really don't feel like it. Bye.
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